30 5 / 2012
There’s so many things i don’t understand, so many things I wanna ask why, so many things I don’t know. So many things. Yet too much concerns often makes things worst, and make your heart ache. Of your heart is tired , give it a rest, give your heart a break. You just cannot take every thing at once.
23 5 / 2012
I hate having myself go all out for someone or some group of ppl and gaining their trust and showing them I really care and I want to show my love, yet having myself being looked like a fool. So how much effort should I give, when it’s not even equal, the amount of reward and repay I get. I hate being looked like a fool, treated like a fool, and feeling like a fool. I hate having t give in t everybody and nobody gives in t me. I mean, it’s not like I mind but I just. Hate feeling empty and not appreciated..
13 5 / 2012
Everything is too overwhelming for me. Too fast, too quick, too rush, and too sudden. Suddenly the amount of stress I’m handling is out of my norms. The amount of patience I can withstand is also getting out of hand. So what do I do? I know for sure this is eating all the envy out of me and I’m feeling like hell just reading and thinking and seeing all this but I’m not supposed t be like that right? Imagine seeing and hearing about this for next year’s too? Crazy will I gone
Its too hard pretending it’s not affecting me when it is. I wanna be there too. I wanna feel the joy and I don’t wanna feel like an outcast like someone who just don’t belong anymore. Okay, it’s true that I don’t belong anymore.
Aigoo..
The quizzes and assignments are killing me. Seriously. Keep procrastinating and this is what I’m end up w. omg. I feel like im gonna collapse any moment and nobody will be here t support me. This is shitty.
eotteokkhae eotteokkhae eotteokkhae EOTTEOKKHAE 😥
